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Hello there, I am a mess. Most definitely NOT princess material... Not. One. Bit. I now get easily frustrated... ALL of the time... which makes it really hard to get along with people. I'm trying to find a balance and to "find myself" but [...]
They crave distractions. Any, really. Some are good or 'socially acceptable': art, music, athletics, writing, reading, studying, research... always busy, always improving, always learning. Because 'boredom' intensifies depression, so they CRAVE knowledge. CRAVE IT. So, at times they may appear... well... what others deem "crazy"... sorry you ain't on this 'mad genius' level... [...]
When I was younger, I was OPTIMISTIC about my future. I mean... REALLY FREAKING HAPPY 'BOUT IT. Like... ECSTATIC TO BE AN ADULT & LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. THE END. BUT, life is NOT like that... The struggle is not one evil queen or magical man. The struggle is not fought once and then [...]
On some days, it is rough... REALLY, REALLY rough. Other days feel like being ON TOP OF THE WORLD. Going back and forth between the two extremes can be exhausting. Some days you feel like THE SHIT!! Other days, you feel like SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. Back and forth... and [...]
1. Be direct. Be open. Discuss things or situations clearly with people. CLEARLY... no hidden messages... WITH CLARITY... YA HEAR? 2. In bad situations, consider alternatives?... okay... scratch this one... 3. WERK DEM CONNECTIONS, HONEY. WERK. #Drake 4. Treat yo'self. Self-explanatory... but, if you need help, go on Pinterest [like the dessert [...]
Dancing and creating choreography for a bipolar-inspired dance. Being silly with new friends. 😉 Watching movies... and even the Superbowl... #Panthers ha Trying to get people to participate in recreational therapy i.e. DANCE WITH ME! Teaching myself how to play "House of the Rising Sun" on the keyboard. Talking to [...]
What I want in life: This... an adorable puppy. Omg. Yes, please. 2. A really, really good cry... and a hug. Not cry TOO much, though... 3. Stress management & self-care... learn HOW to RELAXXX... 4. A "don't give up" attitude, despite everything. 5. Some wisdom & wonderful advice. [...]
Inside Out. That is how I feel... as if my emotions are battling with each other for control over my mind... like joy, sadness, anger and disgust are all fighting for exclusive control... Well, I've had enough. I'm taking control, now. Bipolar will have to take a step BACK, because this is MY mind, [...]
Tell someone that they should be ashamed of themselves... that they are monsters, that they are sick, that they are broken, and eventually they will believe it... They may even change... & turn into someone that they cannot even recognize... The pain is overwhelming & isolation only makes it [...]
So... step out of the shower & hear a knocking on my bedroom door. Guess who? The COPS. For ME? Ain't I sumthin'? You really shouldn't have... REALLY. Why, hello there. Welcome to my humble abode, officers. So, I address their concerns and state that I know my [...]
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