Diagnosis: Case Closed?

Diagnosis: Case Closed?

Imagine if a detective arrived at a crime scene, labeled the crime a murder, then announced that their job was done. That's not a complete job!   The "what" (i.e. murder) is NOT enough information. The job is far from over; in fact, the case is just beginning! What was the weapon? Who caused this [...]

Psych Ward Facts: Mulan Style

Psych Ward Facts: Mulan Style

  Hospital showers can be freezing. FREEZING.   Nurses may flood your room with light every 15 minutes... as you attempt to sleep... then act frustrated/confused the next morning over your lack of sleep... sigh...   Sometimes, you want a BREAK from people. Just a little break... but you are CONFINED TO THE PSYCHIATRIC FLOOR. [...]

My Hospital Story: As Told by ‘Psych’

My Hospital Story: As Told by ‘Psych’

    So... step out of the shower & hear a knocking on my bedroom door.   Guess who? The COPS. For ME? Ain't I sumthin'?   You really shouldn't have... REALLY.     Why, hello there. Welcome to my humble abode, officers.   So, I address their concerns and state that I know my [...]

“Before you can conquer a beast, you first must make it beautiful” -KRJ

“Before you can conquer a beast, you first must make it beautiful” -KRJ

"The Chinese believe that before you can conquer a beast you first must make it beautiful.   In some strange way, I have tried to do that with manic-depressive illness.   It has been a fascinating, albeit deadly, enemy and companion;   I have found it to be seductively complicated, a distillation both of what [...]

Keeping Bipolar Disorder a Secret…

Keeping Bipolar Disorder a Secret…

"I want people to understand what I have to experience.   That I have to monitor my every thought and mood – to constantly ask if my good humour or my enthusiasm is a sign of hypomania.   That I have to be forever adjusting my medication, medication that makes me tired, sluggish and liable [...]

What is my diagnosis?

What is my diagnosis?

Initial diagnosis: "acute depression" Given that this fails to take into account numerous symptoms of psychopathology which I have experienced i.e. anxiety, mania; this label does not fit. My frustration with my misdiagnosis has led me to seek my own answer. I mean... who knows me better than me? Who can better identify triggers for [...]