Being Too Bipolar for your Psychologist…


After writing a paper for an abnormal psych class, I was convinced that the periods of joy I felt after my depressions were more than just ‘happiness’… it was clinical.

It was hypomania.


I went to one of my former professors and told him that I was sure that I was an undiagnosed bipolar person. With his help, we found a local clinical psychologist who could properly assess my condition and confirm or deny my suspicions.


At first, it appeared that I had Bipolar II, a condition defined by periods of depression and hypomania (or “mild” mania).


As time went on, my hypomania turned more extreme, transitioning into full-blown mania.


I started traveling and spending excessively, getting little to no sleep.

I was in a state of euphoria.

I was MANIC.


This was followed by hospitalizations to bring me back to a baseline level of functioning.


After the hospitalizations, my clinical psychologist said that she could no longer see me.


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Apparently, having cyclothymia (‘bipolar lite’) or Bipolar II is fine for her, but Bipolar I is too much to deal with.

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How many patients that need it the most get turned away by professionals?

What is the impact of such rejection?

Does this lead to self-medicating behaviors, or even suicide?

What can be done to avoid getting turned away from seeking professional help?

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