Dear Gordo,




It’s me…

The girl that has friend-zoned you too many times to count…



Yeah… sorry about that…

I’m not always the smartest…

In fact, I can be incredibly stupid

& blind to the things that are so obvious to everyone else.





So, it’s taken me a little time…

and some experience…

some really, REALLY bad experiences…

to see that I really messed up…

and I’m so sorry.





When my world is falling apart,

When I think I have LOST my mind,

When I am having a breakdown at 2 AM…

you are always there.




Through those moments when I was questioning my sanity

or feeling like I was worthless…

or having my heart shattered into a million pieces…



You would always know JUST the right thing to say…

and you actually meant it. šŸ™‚



I’m complicated.

I’m crazy.

I’m irrational.

Somehow, you see through all of that craziness…

Somehow, you understand me.



I cannot thank you enough for all of those moments

that you kept me from falling apart. šŸ™‚



You mean the world to me.



You keep me smiling,


no matter how hard life gets for me.




Your patience…

is QUITE remarkable.


I KNOW I test it,

time and time again. šŸ˜‰



You like it, though… maybe. šŸ˜‰



I tell you about anything & everything

and you never seem to criticize me,

even if I am talking to a guy that says things like ‘awesome sauce’…

Why, though? Why??? šŸ˜‰



You are one person that I cannot fool.

You read me easily.

You see right through me.

You know what I need to hear even when I don’t.



Sometimes, I don’t even need to SAY anything…

you just know. šŸ˜‰



You are kind of nerdy,

but I like it. šŸ˜‰



I miss you. šŸ™‚



You are one of my dearest friends.

I value our friendship more than you know.



So, maybe we will never be more than ‘friends’,

but I want you to know that you mean the world to me. šŸ™‚



Maybe you’ll read this…

Maybe you won’t…



& I don’t know if I want you to…

because being this open is pretty terrifying…

but, I guess I’ll see where things go…




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